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My name is Shawn ~ I am born in the year of tiger ~ I am a Leo ~ I am a singing freak ~ I am a nice guy ~ I am currently undergoing Diploma in international business ~ I dislike backstabber ~ I dislike myself ~ I dislike stalker ~ I like clubbing ~ I like my things ~ I love my family ~ I love her
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
/ I trash out my unhappiness!
I don't know what is happening. It seem like i am a venting machine to everyone. :(Well, forget about it! I have to take it positively, I was at fault too. Anyway I only left with a week more before shifting to another project at another location. Soon after, i don't have to come all the way from Pasir Ris to Clementi. It's really torturing! Working here is not bad but is only the location wise that is tiring. Imagine i have to wake up freaking early in the morning to head on to work. I can die seriously! One year is indeed enough, i can already feel the tiredness in me. No more am i gonna work in a far away location like in the west! Sigh...
I don't know why leh, i wanted to think postively every single day but nowadays i have been thinking in a negative way. Why is that so? Sigh! You know, this has been staying around with me for so many years. I mean why so many people commented about me? I have been changing myself to a better one. Am I really that bad? I care for people using my own way and end up I got all the shit from them! Why, why, why! Human being are like that! They can't see that you care for them, they don't appreciate you in person. If that person who care for them really passed away, then they will started to regret to appreciated. Don't you think that will be too late? Just like me, i realise it only after my grandmother passed away! I begin to appreciate what people has done for my after that incident but i regreted neglecting my grandmother care for me! I am sad as to say all this and i am sad to even remember this. I really don't know what to say and i really don't bother anymore! Can't i be more selfish a bit, so that i won't be so kind hearted and get bullied often. I don't see why i need to be such a nice person indeed. Yes, i am praising myself for that! LOL
Whatever it is, i gonna end here. Batam trip photos will be uploaded soon. Stay tune people!
@ Wednesday, March 31, 2010